Thursday, December 29, 2016

Heart Pieces

LAX.  May.
Bradley Arrivals.
A sea of humanity, ever flowing tide up the ramp.
The whirr of wheels.   Faces - questioning, searching.
Recognition.  A quickening pace, eyes lit, a hurrying toward love. 

Waiting, waiting, then my own.  
My girl and her guy. 
Joy and tears comingle. 
Periodic gathering does this mamma's heart good.  

The visit brings hiking, French cooks in the kitchen, and
joyous news of a wedding next year.  

I love that she loves her life. 
She has found her place in the City of Lights,  
    a kind, gracious man at her side.  
It is far, though.

All too soon we are back at Bradley -  the departure gate. 
Leave taking is harder, 
    but the job was to teach her to spread her wings and fly.  
That she has.  



San Fran.  December.
Rolling hills, shades of green on the drive north. 
Sky -  first cloud covered, muted, luscious shades of gray.  
Then the sun appears - blue skies, farmland patchworked with trees. 
My soul breathes just a little.  
I lean toward seeing my boy and his girl.

The City used to scare me - I felt unwelcome in its streets.
Hard driving, loud noises, dirty sidewalks, all created tension in my core.   
Then I began to see it through my boy's ease in 
  exploring neighborhoods, enjoying architecture, relishing the effort of climbing hills.

A hike at Lands' End brings views of sea, sky and that iconic red bridge.
   Girl meets heron at the water's edge.   
Thunder in a rock hewn cave where sea meets stone creates its own music.   
My legs stretch, my gut unwinds, my soul quiets, my lungs fill with the fresh ocean air.

Our visit brings talk -  quiet, pure, gentle, connecting hearts through words.  
Joy comes in playful kittens and the comfort of soup dumplings at a neighborhood restaurant. 
Tree shopping, soaking in the view of city lights from high upon the hill, gift sharing - 
    every moment is savored. 

All too soon departure comes.  
Mountains, farmland, round the corner of highway, the sea appears.  
Ocean winter blue.  Sunlight dancing on water.  

Then home.  


Friday, February 26, 2016

Pismo

Pelican in flight.  Strong, steady, powerful wings.  
Ocean.   Silver blue, capped white, mirror of clouds and sky.
Gulls.  Melody in their call, the song of the sea. 
Waves of the cove.  Rolling softly inward, outward. 
Light of late afternoon.  Soft yellow, ever changing.
Air.  Mellowed. Midday harshness gone. 
Breeze.  Gentle whispers, brushing lightly.   

This is my place.  
Home.

Awe.

My breathing slows, matching the tempo of the pelican's stroke -   
    so different than the blackbird with its rapid flapping.  

My spirit attunes to the song of the gulls.  
   Music for my core.   

The warmth, the stillness of the afternoon, enfolds me.   
    Something deep within unfurls.  

Quiet.

I welcome the light of dusk. 
The sun lowers, each moment the landscape lit anew. 
My soul captivated, delighted, then calmed. 

In the waning light, I pray for peace.

Release.

The sun settles, preparing for night.   
Calm.  
Presence.  
Power.  
His Spirit, which dwells within, expands my inner being.    
Strength.  Resolve.
Breath of God.  In. Out.
Love.

Rest.  







Friday, February 12, 2016

a.quiet.harmony.


The first blog post - a challenge for sure, knowing where to start.  There are feelings, thoughts, ideas stirring within and I am unsure how it will look or feel to bring them into the light.  Maybe, just maybe, this process is intimidating. So having said that, perhaps a good place to start is to talk a bit about my title.  Hopefully it captures a bit of who I am and what I love.   As someone dear to me says - it’s how I “roll”….

Quiet. No one I know would describe me as loud - at least not often.  While I have a friend who would like nothing better than to see me dancing on a table somewhere, some time, that’s not going to happen any time soon.  Or ever.   

But Growing my Voice - that is something that I have been challenged to do this year.  This charge concerns a certain arena of my life, but I think it will be good for thoughts and feelings that reside deep within me to surface, to share a bit of my heart and my soul.     
Gradually, gently, with resolution, part of me will become less quiet and even start to sing.  

Harmony.  One of the joys of my life.   Sitting in the middle of a chord, overtones making the sound more than the sum of its parts - a little slice of the Divine to me.  At my core I am an alto, cherishing joining others in song.  

Quiet Harmony happens when I am in community.  I treasure deep and abiding friendships.  Rich conversations, where we can get a little quiet, a lot deep, and where our souls’ meeting makes music that glorifies our Maker.  

Growing.
Singing.
Harmonizing.
Loving in community.
Touching souls through words and encouragement.  

My idea of a good time.